This is a copy of the letter I sent to my daughter. I did not write what SS told me to as they said I had to say that I was happy that she was living with her dad. Of course I am not and I cannot lie to my daughter. They said she is very nervous and they wanted to use me to make her feel safe.
I hope that you are getting a clearer picture of this case.
To my darling Sylvia(name changed so that I as the blogger can’t be committed to prison for violating a “Reporting Restriction Order” that is a huge fake; I’ve already had to delete one post.)
I have not been allowed to see you, write to you or send you anything for the last few months even though I have cried to see you. I can now write you a letter explaining what has been happening.
You need to know that I have been fighting for you every single hour of every single day of every single week for over a year since you were taken from your mummy. You can ask anyone this. Ask M, ask SM.
Say to them “has my mummy been trying very hard to get
me back” if they say no they are lying. I can show you every single
letter that i wrote. I have written hundreds of letters, made hundreds of phone calls and been to London loads of times to meet very important people to get you back.
I am so proud of you but you must be wondering what is going on. You must never ever think that I do not love you.
We all miss you so much D, O, M and J, nana, and your auntie C.
When I see you or speak to you, I will tell you anything that you
need to know all you need to do is ask. You can ask as many questions as you want and i will answer them all. You and I have always told the truth haven’t we? You do not need to be scared of mummy because when I see you I am going to hug you so tightly and kiss you so much. I will ask you if I am kissing you too much as you always used to say “no”.
You used to love mummy’s hugs and kisses. I am really sorry that you are one of the children taken away from your family, but you must keep wishing that you will be back with me. Sometimes things happen that are out of our control but the good people will always get through in the end. You are very tough and strong like mummy and you are very very brave carrying on without your mummy. I know how upset you were when you were first taken and we will make up for it very soon.
I have now been speaking and meeting the very top people in the
country that make all of the rules on how the country is to be run. We are doing important things to get you back with me. Did you ever think that I would let you go that easily?
I need you back with me as I will be having Sapphire very soon and I am sure you would love to be with your baby sister. She is going to be born around 18th May a day before mummy’s birthday and I want you to do her a lovely card welcoming her into the world from her big sister Sylvia. You will be able to hold her on your knee. It is so exciting that you are going to be a big sister.
I absolutely love you more than anything and would never ever hurt you. I have been treated very badly by people to try and get me to stop fighting for you but I am not scared of them as they are only bullies. You know that when you stand up to bullies they then become scared of you.
I am famous again now darling, but this time it is not because I am a model or a racehorse trainer. It is because I have fought my way to the top people in the country to give me my daughter back and I will not stop until they do. You are more important to me than anything and I will make sure everyone in the country helps us to be back together.
There are a lot of people helping mummy now. We have a big army on our side. When I see you, I will keep all of the newspapers that I have been in and if you want to look at them you can. I have been in over 7 newspapers and am going to be doing television programmes very soon.
I have missed everything that we did together. I miss teaching you how to ride, taking you on lovely holidays to Cuba, Barbados, Spain, Cyprus and Ireland. I miss taking you to London on the train to see the wonderful shows. I miss buying you lovely clothes, I miss taking you to lovely restaurants for dinner and I really miss seeing you smile.
Even though I have not been next to you I have been sending my
thoughts through the sky to you. I hope you felt me close to you as I have never left you. You now have the heart shaped Moonstone. It is your favourite and my favourite. You need it more than me now as I am strong. Keep it close to you and keep wishing. I am still the same mummy and will never ever change. I kissed it lots of times for you to be safe. I will feel you near me if you kiss it too.
Mother Nature is very powerful Sylvia, and a mother’s love will never ever go away.
You are allowed to write back to me. I am trying to also speak to you on the phone. My number is still the same, I wonder if you have forgotten it. I am in Ireland at the moment but hopefully you can see O, M and J this week.
You are the most wonderful daughter and sister in the world and if you have not already figured out: I LOVE YOU.
All my love
Your Big Mummy